


Painful Silence

by Haruka Hikawa



Category: Utena
Language: English
Status: In-Progress
Published: 2005-04-06
Updated: 2005-04-06
Packaged: 2013-09-01 07:40:47
Rating: K
Chapters: 1
Words: 250
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2339348/1/
Author URL: http://www.fanfiction.net/u/429161/Haruka-Hikawa
Summary: After her first duel against Utena, Juri thinks about many things... Sorry, QuickEdit ate my asterisks.





	Painful Silence

Disclaimer: I don't own Utena, though I want to own Juri-sama and Touga. Oh, who cares? kidnaps them

This is my first fanfic in English and I apologize in advance for if I make too many mistakes. This is not a songfic, but the structure of the text is somewhat odd…

**Painful silence**

_Lying on her bed with the uniform opened._

Why am I crying?  
_With the eyes half-closed.  
_Why do I feel this way?  
_As if they were shattering her soul.  
_Why?  
_Existence._

I don't care…  
_Deceiving herself.  
_I didn't loose anything…  
_The hope, disappeared.  
_There isn't any reason for me to be this way.  
_Negation._

What made me to duel her?  
_She hides something.  
_What did I want to prove?  
_She is wrong.  
_What happened?  
_Confused._

Miracles don't exist…  
_She doesn't know what is saying.  
_I don't believe in miracles…  
_She is deceiving herself.  
_I wanted to prove that they don't exist.  
_Lie._

_Pressing something in her hand._

I don't have any excuse for loosing.  
_Thinking of the mistakes.  
_Shiori…  
_Repenting her acts.  
_Forgive me…  
_Culpability._

I don't believe in miracles.  
_Reaffirming herself.  
_But I wanted to bring one to make you happy.  
_Acceptation.  
_I wanted to prove myself that I was mistaken.  
_Wishes._

_Closing her eyes.  
__Wondering.  
__…  
__Silence._

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